15. 10. 2026 · narcissism psychology documentary
The Narcissist's Playbook (also Empathy Not Included), directed by Mark Vicente, is useful for one reason above the rest: it catches Sam Vaknin mid-performance and lets the mask slip on camera. This is not a survey of narcissism documentaries. It is about two men who built careers sel...
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When you're building fast and iterating hard, Redis is almost always the right first choice for async message queuing. It's already in the stack, configuration is trivial, and Symfony Messenger's Redis transport just works. That's exactly the position we were in — one broker handling everything: ema...
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Message queues are one of those architectural decisions that feel simple until production starts throwing things at you. You push a message, a worker picks it up, runs some code, done. Beautiful. Then come the poison messages, the dead letters, the thundering herds, and the duplicate side effects —...
Read more →13. 03. 2026 · doctrine orm php rdbms software-development
If you've ever opened your profiler and seen dozens or hundreds of
nearly identical SQL queries, you've probably met the infamous N+1
problem.
It's sneaky. Your code looks clean. Your entities are beautifully mapped. Everything works. And then production traffic hits... and your database starts...
Read more →06. 03. 2026 · mautic mautic-plugin software-development
I came into contact with Medizen.digital (thanks to Leuchtfeuer). The requirement was clear. We use the Custom Objects plugin and accumulate custom customer data in it. The plugin and API work great, but we have problems with campaign decisions and segment filters. What we need is either almos...
17. 02. 2026 · narcissism psychology sadism
Fifteen years ago, it was much harder to name what was actually
happening. If you grew up in an environment where reality was constantly
rewritten, your feelings minimized, and blame subtly shifted back onto
you, you often just sensed that "something was off." But you didn't have
the vocabulary. You...
14. 02. 2026 · ritual-language lakota-tradition plant-medicine shamanism sacred-words spiritual-symbolism spirituality
In many contemporary spiritual and ceremonial spaces, you may hear a
single word spoken at the end of a prayer, intention, or expression of
gratitude: "Aho!"
It lands like a period at the end of a sacred sentence. Simple. Grounded. Final. But where does this word come from? And what does it truly...
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